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2009-12-04T21:35:00.002+08:00

2009年12月02号，我和娟宝贝的一个月纪念日。
好快哦。
我们在一起已经一个多月了。
但我们还是如此的甜蜜，如此的恩爱。

虽然没有浪漫的晚餐。
没有饭后的散步。
但没关系。
看你穿的漂亮，为了你的videoproject拍戏。
虽然我只是在那里陪你熬夜，看你的production,
对我而言，就够了。
不管做什么，只要有你，能陪你，就足够了。

你在我家过夜，
对我而言是难得与幸福的事。
我们很晚才睡，
但只要你要，我会陪你熬夜。
陪你聊天到早上。
起床时看到你在我怀里睡觉是件幸福的事。
我好想每天都能这样。
每天和你过幸福快乐的日子。

心肝，不管去那里，做什么，只要没有你在我身边，永远都像少了东西。
我要永远牵着你的手，有你的陪伴，和我走完我未来的日子。

余太太，我爱你！

You you you got yourself into deep shit!

2009-12-01T20:01:00.002+08:00

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TRY CALLING AGAIN LA!

GOT BRAIN ANOT?
PRANK PEOPLE USING OWN NUMBER OR WHATSOEVER?
MAYBE YOUR BRAIN IS STILL LEFT IN THE FREEZER.
GO TAKE IT OUT AND USE LEH.
DONT MAKE PEOPLE LAUGH AT YOU LA.
OR MAYBE TAKE OUT ALSO CANOT USE.
COS ITS EMPTY NUTSHELL.

XYLOR:
WHY DELETE YOUR OWN COMMENT?
SCARE WHAT?
TIO FUCK AH?
PUT BACK LA!
WANT PUT THEN NOW BACK OFF?
WALAN. DONT MAKE PEOPLE LAUGH AT YOU LA!
KAO. HUM JI KIA.

GROW UP LA. HOW OLD ALREADY? STILL LEARN XIAOMEIMEI CALL UP PEOPLE AND SAY WAD CALL WRONGLY OR WHAT, CAN I MAKE FRIEND WITH YOU? WTF. CALL YOUR OWN MOTHER AND SAY THAT LA. CB.

Juan.

2009-11-27T23:13:00.002+08:00

娟，我今天又更爱你了！
每天我都会爱你多一点。

今天让你见了我的死党。
我想要让你知道我的世界。
我也会去融入你的世界。
因为我不喜欢两个人，两个世界。
我要两个人的世界变成一个世界。

记得我对你说的承诺吧？
我知道因为上一个他，你很难相信永远。
但要记得我不会是他。
他对你的伤害，我绝对不会做。
我会努力的再次让你相信永远。
我会努力实现我对你说过的未来。
你也要努力哦！
就算哪一天我们被逼分开，
至少到时候我们没有遗憾。
因为我们都知道，我们曾经努力过。

我想要和你有个家。
娟，我是真的真的很爱你！

2009-11-25T01:49:00.003+08:00

徐婕儿-I Wanna Be With You

余太太，在歌词里，我写了东西给你。

没力气
总是懒洋洋地
赖着你
（我会一辈子让你赖着。）

怀里顽皮嬉戏
是该些事情
心里又甜蜜得
（我会一辈子让你感到甜蜜。）

不想要不想要
睁开眼睛
我和你频率如此接近
（我和你在一起的时候，都把距离拉得很近很近。）

没压力
自在作我自己
（我就喜欢你自然的做自己。）

第一次感受
这种爱的决心
只想要只想要
和你一起
I Wanna Be With You
（如果可以，我要一辈子和你在一起。）

爱你好幸福
想要和你建造一个
爱的小屋
（我想要和你有个家。）

I Wanna Be With You
爱你好满足
享受最甜美的束缚
有你的呵护
我不再孤独
（宝贝，我会一辈子爱你，呵护你。）

Simply in love with you...

2009-11-24T21:57:00.002+08:00

今天是开心与幸福的一天。
喜欢早上就看见你出现在我家。
喜欢早上吃到你为我做的三文治。
喜欢看你为我清理房间的东西。
喜欢和你有小两口的感觉。
喜欢你躺在我的怀里。
因为那是幸福的感觉。

从今天起，你不在是陈小姐了。
因为你是余太太了！

我爱你，我的余太太！

娟♥吟

2009-11-19T23:48:00.007+08:00

吟的娟在这里！:)
Im on phone with my precious吟吟 and at the same time, webcaming too! She's complaining no one helps her cook maggie!
Precious, i'll be thr the nxt time round :D
LOve you SWeeeeeett ♥

我们两年的约定。

2009-11-17T23:20:00.002+08:00

和你在一起的每一天都是快乐幸福的。
喜欢和你在一起的时光。
有时喜欢逗着你，让你吃醋。
你吃醋的样子很可爱。
喜欢知道你会担心别的女人看我。
因为我知道你爱我。

你很早就已经慢慢的走进了我心里。
现在我整颗心都属于你的了。

还记得那天我对你说的两年的约定吗？
不要忘记噢。
它的生效日期会是从我们被逼分开的那天开始。
如果我们被逼分开，
两年里，我们还爱彼此，
并且没有对象，
我会娶你。
如果我们可以不被逼分开，
可以好好爱彼此，
我还是会娶你。

要记得我对你的这个承诺！
BABY,我爱你！

2009-11-14T01:11:00.002+08:00

Bee,从现在起，我更珍惜我们之间的这份爱。
因为或许我们害怕的事，很快就会发生。
所以我会在我们还在一起的这段时间好好的爱你。
不让彼此有遗憾。

不知道还有多少时间。
我会把握每一分，每一秒。
我会爱你到我们被逼分开的那一天。

2009-11-13T00:26:00.004+08:00

今天到你学校那里找你。
没想到会踏进你学校。
还以为你拿了包包就走。
没想到会坐下来见你的同学。
起初有点怕。
但我豁出去了。
你不介意，我还怕什么。

原本要去看电影，
但因为时间的关系，没看了。
我们在arcade玩了一个多小时。
看到你脸上的笑容，我不介意一直陪你玩。

时间总是过得很快。
送你回家的时间又到了。
是很舍不得，但你还是得回家。
好希望你可以在我家过夜。
我知道很快又会有机会的（：

宝贝，有时我会有一点小吃醋。
请你不要介意。
我会吃醋是因为我爱你。
你向我保证你的心只属于我。
我放心了。
我相信你。
那我也向你保证，
我的心只会有你一个。
你把我的心沾满了。
已经没有空隙容的下别人。
我已经不能没有你了。
所以我要对你说：“陈慧娟，我真的好爱你！”

2009-11-11T23:35:00.002+08:00

I turned 21 yesterday!

My precious beebee is the best.
hahaha.
why?
cuz she gave me surprise.

morning went down to her place, wanted to give her a surprise by sending her to school.but the time start to get late,and she's not down.called her,she's still at home preparing.waited awhile more,and she's down.as time is late, so i decided to cab her to school. in the cab,she pass me a card. I thought it's a birthday card just from her,but to my surprise, when i open it, it's full of bday wishes from RSH TAKA. My silly precious secretly ask them to write just to give me surprise. I'm touched and bee knows it. open up the gift she bought. It's the perfume she like. So,bee,i'm gonna use that,so whenever you are with me,you can smell it.(:

head home after sending her to school.
got home,get ready and head down to Compass point to get something for bee.
meet her at tamp,and head down to Kbox.
while on the way to Amk,
bee gave me another surprise.
she made chocolate for me.
first time in my life a girl do it for me.
and it's on my bday!
I love it(:
We have lots of fun during k.
hahahhaah.(bee,you know what i mean)

head down to mahanttan fish at J8 for dinner.
both of us eat till damn freaking full.
bee says if she get fatter,i will have to be responsible.
walk around and decide to send her home.
but bee suggest to stay over at my place,but afraid that her mama dont allow.
but in the end,her mama still allow.
wait for her under the block to let her shower and get her stuffs for the next day,and home sweet home to my place.
see her do abit of the project and slept at 1 plus.

宝贝，谢谢你给了我难忘的生日。
我很高兴有你。
喜欢晚上有你睡在身边。
抱着你睡，是一种幸福。
起床第一个看到的就是你，
心中有种甜甜的感觉。
我期待你下一次在我家过夜。

我很爱你。
你知道的。
我很珍惜和你在一起的时间。
因为每一分，每一秒是如此的宝贵。
我不要失去任何能和你一起的时间。

我会一直爱你，爱到不能爱为止。

我爱你，陈慧娟！

2009-11-08T01:47:00.002+08:00

娟宝贝，我越来越爱你了。

喜欢给你惊喜。
当你想要见我的时候，
我一定会出现。
不管在哪里，或多早，
我一定会到。

我的心情会因你而有变化。
喜怒哀乐因你而改变。

每次到了回家的时间，
我都很舍不得。
所以我都很珍惜和你在一起的时间。
每分每秒都很珍贵。

当对你做出承诺时，
我会看着你，
让你知道我说的都是真的。
让你知道我是真的用心爱你。

对你的好不时只有现在而已。
对你的好是永远的。
给你的承诺，我会一直遵守着。
绝对不会有改变。
对你的爱也一样。

你，就是我的所有。
你，就是我爱的女人。
你，就是我的娟。

2009-11-05T00:00:00.000+08:00

Beebee,this song is for you. I love you!

2009-11-03T00:15:00.002+08:00

02 Nov 2009. You finally nod your head and say yes.
You are now officially my girlfriend!

今天很开心。
因为你终于是我的女朋友了。
好想告诉全世界。哈哈。

我们从朋友到对对方有好感，
到喜欢最后到爱上对方。
这个过程真的很美。

你一天一天在我心里越来越重要。
我也每天期待你点头。
终于让我等到了。

我知道你会担心我对你的好会减少。
但我可以向你保证，我对你会越来越好。
我会把你当成我最重要的宝贝。
小心翼翼的疼爱你，保护你。
把我的最好全给你。

我有时会吃醋，但我会慢慢改掉那个爱吃醋的个性。
我还有很多地方没办法做到最好。
但你放心，我会给你我的最好。
我什么都没有。
但我有一颗真正爱你的心。
那颗心已经给了你。
现在只属于你。

宝贝，我爱你。
我会越来越爱你。

以后的日子，我不在是一个人，因为我现在有了你。

2009-10-29T22:06:00.002+08:00

I tear down the lock of my room door,cuz i fucking cant open from the outside!

今天你上来我家，
我知道你会怕。
因为我妈在家。
但其实她不可怕吧。哈哈！

在房里和你度过了一个下午，
我相信我们的关系已经越来越近了。

把家的钥匙给了你。
这代表我的生命不可以没有你了。

在你手指套上买了很久的戒指，
这代表我要一辈子套住你。
你跑不掉了。

我一天一天更爱你。
一天一天更不可以没有你。

宝贝，我爱你！

2009-10-26T23:01:00.002+08:00

与你共度了美好的下午与夜晚，
我很开心。
我相信你也是。

喜欢静静的看你做功课。
不时逗着你。
这样的感觉，我喜欢。

虽然想再陪你久一点，
但是不可以。
但我们都知道，有一天一定可以。

好期待星期三的到来。

2009-10-25T23:16:00.000+08:00

娟，这是给你的。

2009-10-25T22:51:00.002+08:00

Today is a stay home day.
Why?
Cuz long is in NS,
my baby have to stay home.
so I guai guai stay home lor.

meet up with antho for smoking session.
as usual,talk cock.

now online with my precious baby.

现在的我很幸福。
因为有娟在我身边。
我的过去，我不在乎。
因为现在的我很快乐。
我现在在乎的只有娟一个人。
因为她会是我的幸福。

2009-10-25T00:29:00.002+08:00

今天做工时，有你在，我很开心。
再不好的心情，
看到你，就会笑。
喜欢有你在身边。

送你回家时，
我很依依不舍。
但是还是得放手让你回家。

才离开没多久，
就开始想你。
好希望24小时有你在身边。

喜欢和你很靠近的感觉。

我越来越爱你了。

2009-10-23T21:06:00.002+08:00

今天原本你叫我不要送你上学的，但是我还是给了你惊喜。
出现在你家楼下，然后送你上学。
下午去接你放学。
我们第一次一起看电影。
在戏院把你抱着。
我喜欢这样的感觉。

搭了巴士，送你回。
虽然路途有点长，但我就是喜欢和你在一起的时间。
我吻了你。
心中有甜蜜的感觉。
我们的感情又升温了。

虽然我们还不是情侣，
但我们就好比一对在一起的情侣。

你对我说了你的过去。
其实我不介意。
谁没有过去。
我现在在乎的是我们的现在和未来。

我已经深深地爱上你了。

就差你点头，答应做我的女人。

我还在回味我们的吻。

2009-10-23T00:23:00.002+08:00

今天做工很开心。
因为有你。
喜欢和你一起去break.
喜欢和你两个人的时候。
送你回家，在mrt,把你抱紧，就怕你站不稳。
你放心，我会一直抱紧你。
到你家外时，走之前，亲了你脸颊。
我很开心。
我相信你也是。
明天可以见到你，和你在一起。
好期待。

好希望明天快点到。

娟，我好希望你可以做我的女朋友。
好吗？

2009-10-21T23:16:00.002+08:00

miss my special someone alot.
will be able to see her tmr.
cant wait to see her.

work till damn shag.
but tmr will be a happy day! (:

我的宝贝，

有时候会担心，你身边会不会有别的人在身边打转。
脑子里整天都在想着你。
我会一直查看电话，看看是否有你的简讯。
还会时不时的对着电话傻笑。

也许就是这样，我的心已被你占据了。
我的喜怒哀乐也随着你有了变幻。

2009-10-21T01:12:00.002+08:00

我想对慧娟说，

“慧娟，我爱你！爱到无可自拔了。我很自私。我不要和别人分享你。因为你是我的宝贝。”

2009-10-20T23:41:00.002+08:00

今天能见到你，我很开心。
我会不时的往你在的方向看。
看看你是否也有看过来。
和你眼神对望时，心中有种莫名的开心。
我想这就是爱情吧。

第一次送你回家，有种甜蜜的感觉。
刚离开，就开始想你。
我是如此的想要时时刻刻有你在身边。

我爱上你了。

2009-10-20T00:56:00.002+08:00

不知道我们以后会怎么样。
我不想去想那么多。
因为我们现在的关系，对我来说已经够了。
我不会给你压力，我不会逼你。
我会给你你要的时间。
我会等。
我会一直待在你身边，那里都不会去。
我绝对不会离开你。

如果说，每个人会有一个守护他们的人的话，我愿意做守护着你的人。
不会伤害你，不会让你不开心。不会让你难过。
如果让你流泪，也是因为我让你感动了，你才流下感动的泪水。

我不能承诺你什么。
但我能敢敢的向你保证我会好好疼你，爱你。

我已经爱上了你。

2009-10-18T23:52:00.002+08:00

我喜欢有你在我身边。
我喜欢每天收到你的简讯。
我喜欢在做工的时候，偶尔朝你在的方向看。
我喜欢看见你笑的样子。
我喜欢在你身边陪你。

我就是这样简单的喜欢你。

2009-10-18T16:03:00.001+08:00

在不知不觉中，我习惯有你。
在不知不觉中，我期待你的简讯。
在不知不觉中，我很想保护你。
在不知不觉中，我只想对你好。
在不知不觉中，我会想你。

2009-10-18T01:22:00.000+08:00

我好像已经习惯有你了。
残了！

2009-10-15T23:54:00.004+08:00

剪了头发，染了颜色。

meet up with long at 1pm.went to boonkeng to eat something,cuz we both damn hungry.if we dont eat,we will die.head down to bugis after that to walk around.around 3pm,went to eat lor mee mear bugis there.eat till damn full.cab down to far east to see if he can get any games.after that walk around orchard.went up to taka and actually want to find someone,but sadly,in charge is there.so didnt went over.meet up with long sheng at amk,cuz he book out for awhile.went to get comics,but sadly they dont have the one i want.so get another one instead.accompany them to eat,den head down to ps to get my comics.i die also want to get it lor.hahahaha.got it le,total spend 50bucks on comics today.damn it la.but nvm,happy can le.hahahaha.walk around till it time to go,cuz long sheng got to book in by 11pm.took mrt back,den meet up with antho to slack awhile then head home.

有些事情是要用时间慢慢去忘记。即使再怎么想念她，她永远都不会知道。因为在她心里，我已经不重要了。

2009-10-13T23:55:00.004+08:00

俩个曾经相爱的人，
绕了一圈还是回到了原点。
会到陌生人的原点。
以为是坚固的感情，原来是如此的脆弱。
不堪风风雨雨的击打。
不堪时间的磨练。
就在一瞬间，被击倒。
就在此时，两个相爱的人就成了最熟悉的陌生人。
两个人都会再次找到别人。
两个就从此互不相干。

这是你的选择。
我尊重你。
从此我们就不是对方的谁。
或许你这样的决定对你是最好的。
放开你是我给你的最后一份礼物。
一定要幸福。

2009-10-13T00:03:00.004+08:00

我没有卡在门那里！！！！

went out with long.
wanted to get some clothes and shoes.
but end up we walk one whole day,couldn't find anything.
so we end up getting comics home.

Again and again,you denied me.
Again and again you abandon me.
Again and again i waited for you to come back.
But things will never be the same.
you have your life.
I trying to put the past behind.
I know you already did.
I wont disturb the life you are having now.
For once I love you alot.
But from now on,someone else will replace me in your heart.
Thank you for all you gave me.
I hope i did leave you some good memories.
Cause you left me with good ones.
I will still feel sad,I will still have heartache.
But dont worry,I'll be fine.
My heart will still have a place for you.
I'll still think of you.

Take care my friend,Marilyn.

2009-10-12T02:25:00.002+08:00

Memories flash back in my mind.
read my blog and her blog again.
from the very first day we get together till now.
many things happen.
all the promises we made to each other.
where has it gone to?
once we both thought we could last.
we will grow old together,and there will be forever.
but somehow time is cruel.
it changes everything.
all hopes and dreams are gone.

now our world will never be one again.
our heart will never beat as one again.

2009-10-11T04:24:00.002+08:00

爱会让一个人长大。
在爱情里我看见了短暂的幸福，回忆和一辈子的伤痛。
也许只有这样，我才会长大吧。

每一段感情都有它的保存期限。
是长是短，要看两个相爱的人。
是否长久，就要看两颗心是否靠的够近。

曾经爱过，付出过，我不后悔。
曾经哭过，伤心过。
曾经笑过，曾经幸福过。

以后的我在爱情里会是怎么样，我不知道。
只有再一次爱过才会懂。

我会慢慢寻找属于我的幸福。

2009-10-10T01:39:00.002+08:00

Had to thank someone. She make me understand how can a person forget everything so easily.including the person who once love her the most.

是你让我明白什么叫痛。
是你拿走了我的心。
也是你把我的心狠狠的摔碎。
你让我失去了相信爱情的理由。
你让我失去对爱情的信任。
你开心了吧。
你在不知不觉中毁了我很多东西。
一而再再而三的伤害我。
让我失去了自我。
你满意了吧。
你身边永远不缺人爱。
我只是你的玩偶。
很多事，你以为你不说，你瞒得很好，我就不知道。
其实我什么都懂。
我只是不说。
我曾经以为可以改变你。
但我错了。
你的本性就是这样。
永远都改不了。

在你眼里，一直以来我什么都不是。
所谓的承诺都是骗我的。
但我曾经对你一生的承诺是真的。

现在一切都不重要了。
你过得好。
我一定比你更好。
在我眼里，你现在什么都不是了。

2009-10-07T01:01:00.002+08:00

一个人要爱过才知道爱有多痛。
要失去后才懂的珍惜。
要被伤害后才懂得自己有多傻。
要在放手后才懂得自己有多不想放开。

唯一可以给的最后的温柔只有让你走。
让你得到你要的幸福才是最好的方法。
我不是你的一辈子。
我不是你要的幸福。
虽然我很想要做你的唯一，但是我知道我永远不会是。

我爱你。但我已经不能用情人的角色爱你。
我只有把对你的爱藏在心里。
不让别人看见。

I will still love you tomorrow.

2009-10-06T00:38:00.002+08:00

just one day.
first day being just a friend to you.
i'm not used to it.
not used to not calling you baby.
i hate the way i'm feeling now.
hate myself for feeling jealous.
hate to feel that you are cold towards me.
hate myself for thinking alot.
hate myself for missing you so much.
hate myself for not being able to really let you go.

maybe i just need time.
who am i to you,you said you don't know.
want me to stay or go,you never say clearly.

my heart is still aching.
but you seems to be happier.

i just have to learn how to treat you like a friend.
don't know how long will i take.
i know i still love you.
but things will never go the way i wanted it.

i'm sorry.

放手了

2009-10-04T21:08:00.003+08:00

是时候放手了。
我知道你会比较快乐。
从来没有想过我们的心的距离原来是那么远。

我很不舍得，但我没有别的选择。
与其两个人不快乐，不如就让我一个人承受所有的痛。
退回到朋友的位置，对你来说会好一点。
放心，我会学着如何做好朋友的角色。

我难过，我哭了。
但你放心，我不会死缠烂打。

下车的那一刻，你和我只有做朋友的缘分。
就让我用朋友的身份留在你身边。

到现在我还爱你。

Marilyn,thanks for all the memories you gave me.even though letting you go is the last thing i ever want to do.But i know,you will be happier. now we are just friends,let us remain like that for now.dont worry,i wont disappear.cuz i know you still need me. i can still tell you i still love you,but i will keep that aside,and do my best as your friend. what we have been through,is something i will never forget. hope you wont too. just remember,no matter what, i'm still here for you.

2009-10-02T13:14:00.002+08:00

我牺牲了自己的幸福，来给你幸福。
难道还不够吗？

我伤心，你知道吗？
我哭了，你懂吗？

一切都已不想从前了。

2009-10-01T21:19:00.002+08:00

我也会寂寞。
我也会孤单。
我也需要你的关心。
我也需要你把我看得重要一点。

不要以为我不叫，我就不会感到痛。
有时候，我的心会不自不觉的痛。

我现在能做的只有给你无条件的爱。

2009-09-30T23:05:00.002+08:00

我的存在对你来说重不重要？

还有多少人记得我的存在？

我们到底还有多少时间在一起？

2009-09-29T19:11:00.002+08:00

many things happen.
our distance is far or near,only we know.
i love the way we spend our day.
just like how we used to before we break.
now we gave each other one more chance.
i'll treasure it.
i'm not giving up on you so easily.
even though i don't know when will you be leaving me again,
but i hope it won't happen so fast.

i love the way we laugh together.
i love the way you hold my hand tight.
i love the way you get angry with me.(i know you are just playing)
i love the way when i feel our hearts are close to each other.
i love the way you call me baby hare.(and you are my baby bunny)
i love all the things we had now.

i know i'll get jealous when i know u are going out with guys.but please forgive and understand.because i love you,that's why i'll feel that.

i hope i'll be the one who make you smile and feel loved.
i know i wont be the one who will spend your future with.
just let me stay by your side,be your knight,till you find your prince.

P.S: If no one wants you,just remember,i will always want you.

现在我只想要给你幸福。

I miss.....

2009-09-23T02:31:00.002+08:00

I miss the way you used to call me baby.
I miss the way you tell me you love me.
I miss the way you let me know how important I am to you.
I miss the way you make me smile.
I miss the calls we have every night.
I miss sitting on the sofa and watch dvds with you.
I miss cooking lunch or dinner with you.
I miss having you sleeping soundly beside me.
I miss you hugging me to sleep.
I miss hugging you from the back and smell your scent.
I miss looking at you when you sleep.
I miss you digging my ears for me and I dig yours.
I miss opening my cupboard and see your clothes.
I miss going to the supermarket with you.
I miss walking you up to your house.
I miss having tea with you at secret recipe.
I miss you pinching me.
I miss you biting me.
I miss spending all my Thursday,Friday and Sunday with you.
I miss the messages you send me.
I miss taking neo prints during our anniversary.
I miss the way you hold my hand.
I miss carrying all your shopping bags and your bag.
There are just too much things I miss about you.
Maybe these are things which you no longer miss anymore,maybe you might not even think of me.
But one thing for sure,I still miss you.
I don't know how long will I take to not to miss you so much.
I don't know what will we become.
Even if we won't be together anymore,I'll still think of you.
Cause for once,you stand a very important place in my heart and my life.

25 more days....

也许我应该学会先爱自己，才去爱你。

2009-09-20T00:56:00.002+08:00

feeling shag from work.getting tired very easily nowadays.maybe getting old le. things start to happen at rsh. whatever they says tends to have a hidden meaning.just that they think i dont know.sigh.guess life will be tough in taka.

have never remove the ring that we have when we are together. wearing it around my neck,hoping one day we could put it on our fingers again. hoping i will get the answer i want.i know i sound foolish,but i wish things between us can start all over again.

28 more days to get the answer i want.i hope is the answer i want to hear.

我不想失去爱你的资格。你是我想要的幸福。

2009-09-18T21:39:00.002+08:00

My body had been giving me problems these few day or should i say weeks. My right knee had been hurting badly.cant bend and cant walk fast.scare i tear my knee ligament. dont know should see a doc or not.just afraid to know the truth.lower back had been hurting too.just too afraid that it will affect my legs. i still got lots of places to go and things to see,dont wish that there are problems with my legs. maybe as we grow,our body tends to get weaker.

missing someone,but dont know does she feel the same too. thought of starting afresh.but will we be able to? time will tell. if we are meant to be together,no matter what,we will still be together.
there will be only one mrs er,and that is her.

不想那么快就失去走路的权利。

2009-09-18T03:23:00.002+08:00

just came back not long ago.had a date with jazreel.morning went back to office to settle some things.den meet her after her work.when she call me to see where am i and just nice we are on the same train.went shopping with her to see if she can get any nice things.awhile later,went to have dinner,and then cont with the shopping.since the night is still young,we decide to catch a movie but then we cant make it for the time slot.so end up went to play pool.just like the very first time we played,she trashed me.but it's fun playing with her.went to find a spot to sit and chill and enjoy the night.love her company.lost contact for so long but yet she's still the one i used to know.she still know how to make me smile using simple ways.she let me find back the feeling of dating back again.we're looking forward for our next date.should be somewhere near ba.

原来快乐可以很简单。

2009-09-17T00:04:00.002+08:00

these few days damn tired. going back to office to have meeting at night and morning got to work at rsh.geez.i'm dying soon.last week went to japan for a short business trip.even though it's short but learn alot of things.seen alot new things,know alot of new people.starting to get my life back on track.looking forward for the next business trip.hope can stay for a few more days.
still not very use to it when wearing formal clothing to attend meetings.damn weird.but slowly i will get use to it.

some old friends contact me back.yiling invited me to her bday chalet,dont know wat to wear that day.hmmmm,thinking.

recently recieve a message from a nobody,saying i miss you,stranger.dont bother to reply as it's a waste of sms.

shall update more if i have time.guess i should ask my boss to give me a break.night time for go meeting will die de.

一个人生活其实挺好。

In memories.....

2009-09-03T00:54:00.003+08:00

I'm tired le.tired of hanging on.too much guessing.she tends to hide things and do things behind my back.i try to tolerate everything but i couldn't find any more excuses to lie to myself.it's like to her,spending money on me is like caring for me.that was not i really wanted.all i ever needed was the truth in her voice,the cares that we use to have,the love that we gave,the trust that we cherish the most and the dreams that had fade away.

in her eyes,my care and concern had become controlling.i no longer know how to care for her anymore.for whatever i do,she tends to think otherwise.

for why i chose to remain a stranger to her,is to protect myself.for when i think of her,it reminds me of all the scars she left in my heart,the dreams she chose to shatter,oath that had broken.after all these,i could no longer imagine myself as a friend,for it's too painful for me.

to her,i maybe heartless.i've hurt her.but i don't want to take the risk of getting hurt again.i'm locking up my heart to find back who i used to be,friends that i've lost and the pride i must regain.i've faith that in my next relationship,it will be better,i'll be happier and never to lose myself again.

3rd of september 1.40am,i've woke up from a dream that lasted 16 months and 4 days.

2009-06-30T21:47:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 14th MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY!!

today is our 14th month anniversary.

meet baby after her class at far east at 5pm.before going down to far east,i went to get flowers for baby.it's been awhile i last gave her flowers. after meeting up with her,went to look at the shoe she's eyeing on. so once she decide on it, i bought her the shoe.i know baby like it (:
went down to cine to take our neo prints and head down to ps for dinner. baby went to cotton on to get some clothes before we decide what to eat. walk walk around,den baby want to buy a couple handphone strap.so we bought it at couple lab and had it engrave.will be collecting it on friday (:
went to crystal jade to have dinner and after dinner we head home.cuz it's getting late le.cab back to baby house den back to my place.

baby,i hope you wont mind just spending our anniversary like that.soon you will be going to perth for 2 weeks.i will miss you alot. baby, i love you.i really do

baby,this song is for you..

2009-05-30T19:51:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 13rd MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY!!

today is our 13rd month anniversary. time pass so fast. we are together for so long le.

meet up with baby at novena at 12 plus then head down to expo for the food fair.when we reach there,it's filled with people.and even more at the food fair.walk awhile le jiu leave.nothing much there.after that head down to bugis to take our monthly neo print. walk walk around den took bus back to my place. even without doing anything,i just simply enjoy baby's company.(:baby leave my house at 6 plus.
tomorrow will be meeting her. and next week we might go to wild wild wet again.just the two of us.(:

baby,i know recently we have quarrels and disagreement,i know there are times with i didnt give in immediatly. i'm sorry. i promise you, i will always give in to you no matter what. baby,i really love you alot. no matter what will happen in the future, i'm always there for you to be your support and to love you with my all.

2009-05-16T19:22:00.002+08:00

went to underwater world yesterday with baby and her friend,yun yuan.
went to baby area there to pick her up at 930.head down to vivo city to meet yun yuan.supose to meet her at 1030 de,but hor she's late.but nvm.went to get the tickets and start our day at sentosa.it's baby first trip there.and she's unsure about certain things.hahah.

once we reach sentosa,we head down to underwater world.baby is excited about going there.haha.
reach there gfet the tickets and went in.there are so many different fishes and creatures.went to look around and take pictures.after awhile,something caught my attentation. JELLYFISH!!! they are so cute lo.took quite a few pics of them and cont walking around. at 1 plus,we went for lunch before going down to the dolphin lagoon.went to sakae sushi to eat.the food there sucks. head down to dolphin lagoon. grab some chairs and found a spot to see the show.just right before the show starts,there is a big group of indians from india starts to come and eventually they slowly block our view.damn them la.so buay zhi dong one lo.so we decide to stand up and block the's views and baby can see that i'm kinda pissed. after that went to the beach and enjoy ourselves awhile.baby and i got into the water and i had a great time with her.went to shower after that and head bak to vivo city.yunyuan went home and baby and i went to walk walk around and had dinner at secret recipes.afer that went to look at clothes and baby bought 2 pairs of slipper for me and herself at fox.after that jiu send baby home le.

i had a great day with baby.i love my baby alot.muacks.

next week,wild wild wet....

2009-04-30T22:18:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSAY BABY!

today is a special day for me and baby.cuz it's our 1 year anniversary.time flies so fast.feel that just being with baby for a few months.but it's 1 year le.hahaha

meet baby at 830am at her house there then head back to my place. prepare some self-made gifts for baby.happy that she like it.hehehe.after that we had some fun of ours and went to watch dvd. we watch x-men. it's damn nice lo. baby,thanks for watching it with me.after that went to shower.after that wait for baby slowly take her time to get ready and head down to cp for our lunch.went to take bus and train to jurong point after lunch.we went there for one purpose, to do a diy design cake.baby wanted to do it so in order to make my princess happy,we went down to do.had lots of fun with baby while making the cake.we are so gonna go back there to make more cakes.walk walk around there and baby say next time want to come back again cuz she wan to shop.didnt realise it's reaching 5,so we head down to orchard to have our dinner.went to hereen there to eat.it's a japanese food,something like marche.but the food there is not really nice.so we decide not to go there again.we ate till so full and we finish eating the cake we make earlier on.haha. went to cine to take our neo print.we take it on our every anni,so we wont miss this special day.after that baby went to look at clothes and she got herself two dress and two boyshorts.she is so nice to me.cuz she bought me 2 boxers which she think is sexy and want me to wear it just for her.hahaha.
after that walk to the bus stop and take bus send baby home.

baby,today i really enjoy it alot.i had lots of fun with you.the gifts i give you dun cost much.but i put in lots of thoughts and effort in it.i hope you really like it.
baby,i want us to last forever,let's make it possible ok.
I LOVE YOU,MARILYN FONG!

2009-04-25T20:31:00.003+08:00

WE GOT A NEW CUTE HAMSTER!!!

We name her light before we went to buy her,and just nice when we went down to get her,her fur is lighter then the rest and it suits her name..

went back to my place after getting her.she is very tame and quiet. i got to clear coke's cage cuz it dirty.and it always get dirty after 1 week.while changing it,we place coke and light together see if they can get along well or not.and indeed,they seems to like each other.they look so cute together.hahaha,but coke is kinda forceful,keep forcing himself to light.stupid coke,must be gentle to a female la.hahaha.after that place them in the cage and light is getting use to live with coke le.hope we can get little babies from them very soon.cuz i know baby wan to have cute baby hamsters. so coke and light better work hard in making babies.hahahaha..

baby,i miss you.didnt get to see you today i feel so weird.i'm so use to seeing you almost everyday.cant wait to see you tmr.i love you baby.

ps:pics of hamster is on my baby's blog..

2009-04-13T12:12:00.004+08:00

these are some of the pics we took at the zoo....

i'm missing my baby,she's in school and i'm bored at home.
today cannot meet her....

2009-04-13T12:04:00.001+08:00

had been going to church with baby these few days.

as said in the previous post to be cont...pics will be post up...

2009-04-10T17:00:00.003+08:00

7th april 2009

went to zoo with baby today..it's very fun..hahaha..reach there at 10am.bought the tickets and start our day at the zoo.walk walk awhile to see animal before hopping on to the tram to catch the show of penguins and sealion.they are so so cute lo.how i wish i can keep them as pets.hahaha.after that went to watch the elephants show.hmmm,dun really like it though.walk awhile more and went for lunch at KFC at 12 plus.when we are in there,it start to rain.lucky we are inside,if not we sure get wet.after lunch walk awhile more before we went out.had fish spa at the zoo.it's so fun lo.fishes start bitting on your feet when u put it in.baby thought that only very little fishes will bite her les,but when she put down,woah...there is a school of fish swimming towards her legs and bite it.after the spa,went down to ps for tea at secret recipes.head home after that.it was so much fun going to the zoo with baby.cant wait for the next outing we are planning for next month..(:

8th april 2009

meet up with baby after her slimming treatment.but something happen.dont want to talk about it.after that went to her house for dinner.use all my way to hong her and finally she is not angry le.head home around 8 plus.

to be cont on the next post.....

2009-04-01T12:34:00.002+08:00

it's been a long while i last update.

on the 30th march,it's me and baby de 11th month anniversary.finally,we make it this far.this coming 30th april,will be our 1 year anniversary.i'm looking forward for it.baby,i'm sure u too.(:

many things had happen.hmmm,i got myself and baby new specs.my baby look good in her new specs.hmmm,just a day before our anniversary,my mum told me that my cousin saw me and baby,and he went to tell my relative.i was wth...my mum did ask me to stop seeing baby,but i fought back.i'm not gonna leave baby.i say till my mum got nothing to say.

baby,i dont know what wil be ahead waiting for us.but no matter wat,i will go through everything with you.i'm not gonna let anyone break us up.we still got forever waiting for us.i'm sure we will make it through.i love you and i know you love me too.

baby,this is for you..

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

2009-03-12T20:33:00.002+08:00

baby and i bought a new hamster today....it's a boy and his name is COKE...hahaha

went to vivo city to get him and he gave baby something while she's holding him..HIS POO!!!hahaha.i laugh out loud lo.hahaha..he is so fat lo.i call him fat ass.hahaha.he is so cute and guai.when reach home,we put him with salt,but salt bully him.poor coke.salt is like sniffing him everywhere lo.he squeak like as if salt is raping him.so we decide to put them in different cage first.me and baby is hoping they can give ur little cute red jelly bean(baby hamster).so coke,you better do your job,if not....i wil throw u away...jk la..

baby,i'm happy that we got a new hamster but he will never replace pepper.
i love the moment we spend together and we almost see each other everyday,and i like it.i want to stay with you soon.i love you baby..

p.s:coke's pics is on my baby's blog..

2009-03-03T22:21:00.002+08:00

Pepper,Rest In Peace...
(31 0ct 2008-03 march 2009)

didn't expect you to leave us just like tat.
it seems like just yesterday that we just bought you and salt back.
you were the naughty one,cuz you kept biting us.
i always tot you are the big bully,
but in fact you are not.
you are just protecting yourself.
the day you and salt fight,
i only care about her,
and never realise you got your ear bitten.
it was later on then i realise it.
but it was too late.your hearing was damage.
but you are strong,it didnt affect you much.
these few days you wasnt feeling well,and i didnt notice it till yesterday.
you just sat there quietly,not moving at all.
i pick you up and you didnt bite.
it wasnt your usual self.
i was worried.
i tot you will be fine,but you got worst today.
mummy M and i bought you to the vet.
she say you will be fine.
you are under weight and you need more nutrient.
we bought you home and fed you your medicine.
you try to move with your weak legs and hands.
we feel so heart pain when we see you like that.
when i got home and see you lying there not moving,
and when i touch you,you feel so cold.
you didnt breathe and didnt move.
you left us.
just like that.
i dont want you to leave us just like that.
we tot you will be well.
but i guess your time is up.
you got to go first.
but pepper,remember,mummy M and mummy K
love you for the day we bought you.
you left us memories,and you bought along with you our love.
we will always remember you,salt will remember you too.
My little one,rest in peace.

2009-02-28T21:44:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 10th MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY!!!

today is our 10 month anniversary.i know there is no 30th this month so we celebrate it at the end of the month which is today.meet up with baby and her grandma after their novena.went to toa payoh to meet them.after that go back to baby's house cause she need to get change.bought pig organ soup back cuz baby wanna drink.we watch dvd while eating.after that jiu went down to cine to do what we always do on our anni.take neo print.after taking,when we are about to leave it rain heavily.but baby got umbrella,so walk to taka.walk walk there before we head down to city hall to have dinner.actually wanted to eat the buffet with baby de.cuz i say wanna go with her since last month.but it's full and need to wait at least 1 hr den got seats.so we decide to eat something else.went to eat at jack's place.we both were so full after eating.wanted to go walk walk around but baby is very tired cuz today she wake up very early,so send baby home.after that jiu go home le.

baby,i'm so so happy that we are together for 10 month.in 2 months time it will be our 1 year anni.baby,i'm so glad to have you as my dearest wifey.i will never want anyone else.i only want you for the rest of my life.i know i got a shitty past,but now i'm faithful and true to you.every single thing i say,i really mean it.baby,i love you.i cant wait to live with you.(:

WAYNE LOVE MARILYN!!!

p.s:i was not able to get into my house just now because i left my keys with baby.until my parents are home den i can get in.

2009-02-25T20:27:00.002+08:00

there is no 30th this month. so end of this month will be our 10th month together.and it's just 3 days away......

have been spend most of my time with baby.last week,we meet each other 7 days straight.. but i just dont get sick and tired of baby.hahaha.

went to school today,finish up my project and went to meet baby at amk hub at 1pm. acc baby go do treatment for her hair. sit there do nothing for 1 hr plus. stil nt that bad.cuz i have waited longer before. after that went to get some snacks to eat.when we wanna go home,it rain heavily till cannot go home.so walk around and we decide to do some art and craft stuff,cuz baby never do before.spend around 45 mins there and i can see that baby like to do it.maybe next time we shall do again. after the thing,send baby home den jiu go home.

baby,just want to let you know,no matter what happen,no one is gonna take you away from me. and nothing is gonna tear us apart. i promise you,no matter what happen i'm not gonna leave you.i wil stay by your side till the very end. baby i love you.i always do.

2009-02-14T22:46:00.002+08:00

BABY,HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

it's valentine's day today.
i'm so glad that i get to spend it with baby.
it's our first valentine.(:
stay home for the whole morning and afternoon.
meet baby at 6plus at bishan after her church.
today everyone bought roses for their gf,
and i bought sunflower for baby.
i want her to feel unique.
headed down to ps,and went to fish manhanttan.
even though we called for reservation already,we stil got to wait for like 15-20 mins before we can go in.so many ppl lo.
after the dinner jiu send baby home.
even though we just spend a short while together,i'm already very happy.

baby,hope this vday is a memorable one for you.we will have more coming up for us for the rest of our life.baby i love you and always will....

2009-02-11T21:48:00.004+08:00

Baby,you are the one who took my heart away..

9 months plus and we are going stronger and stronger each day.
we dont have to say anything and we know what each other want.
you know all i ever wanted is only YOU!
baby,i love you,and i know you love me too.

2009-02-05T23:14:00.002+08:00

I'M SO SO IN LOVE WITH MY BABY!!

went to school in the morning.suppose to end at 12,but in the end it ends at 1130.baby suppose to meet me outside my school at 12 but since i ended early,so cab down to her place to fetch her and down to compass point.went to get the bubble tea baby wan den down to my place.showered and we have our "fun".hahaha.get something for baby to eat cuz she's hungry.while she eat,i help her type the contact list her dad ask her to do.baby sleep after she eat.guess she's really tired cuz last night we slept quite late.cont typing while she sleep.she woke up at 5 plus and watch the 530 show and left my house at 6 plus to go have our dinner.went to cp,not sure wat to eat,so went to jack's place to eat.baby wanna eat snails(it's actually escargot,but i like to call it snails.)for me it's my first time trying it.taste not tat bad la(try very hard not to think it's snails while eating.)we had steak and mine is the fire steak.when it's serve,the waiter pour brandy over it and light it up.i was like omg,everyone in the restaurant look at us cuz my steak is on fire,hahaha.so paiseh lo.but it taste not bad.after dinner,send baby home,den meet antho for awhile jiu go home le.now online with baby.

baby,we are together for 9 months plus le.yet we are stil so sweet and loving.and ppl tot we are only together for like 1-2 months.hahah.is it a good thing?for me it is.cuz no matter how long we are togehter,we will always be so sweet and loving,and always in the honeymoon period.
baby,i love you.i'm sorry that something you see in my com make you unhappy just now.but i swear,i have never done anything to betray you ar cheat on you.i'm honest to you.cuz i wan us to last forever.I wil love you forever,i promise..

2009-01-30T21:19:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 9th MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY!!!

today is our 9th month anniversay.

meet baby at her place there at 11am,gave baby a letter and a set of my house keys for anni present.then took a bus down to cine.went to take neo prints and then went to suki sushi for lunch.we ate alot till both of us are bloated. after that went down to ps to get brownies for her sis and back to sengkang.walk walk around and got something for her sis cuz she's going back to perth soon.i'm sure baby will miss her sis alot.haha.after that come back to my place cuz baby want to bai nian with my mum.slack for awhile then 4 plus send baby to novena to meet her parents.then went to get something at popular before heading home alone.

baby,i have lots of fun with you today.we are together for 9 months le,yet we are still so so loving and sweet.i want us to be like this till we grow old.baby,these 9 months we been through alot.but i'm very sure our relationship is stil going very strong.nothing is gonna tear us apart.i promise.
baby,i just want to say,I LOVE YOU ALOT!

2009-01-23T21:51:00.002+08:00

it's been a long while i update my blog.many things happen for the past few days.went to chinatown with baby,cuz she wan to.we went to have desserts and had fun walking around.spend quality with baby at my house.even though we didnt do much,but i just love spend my time with her.

our 9th month anniversay is coming soon.cant wait to celebrate with my baby.

baby,this few months being with you,i really feel very xinfu.even though we have arguments,but it will not affect my feelings towards you.like i say before,i will always give in to you.no matter what happen,i'm always there for you.baby,i love you.

these few days wont be seeing baby.i wil miss you alot.

2009-01-11T21:30:00.002+08:00

8th jan 2009

meet baby at her house there at around 11.went down to far east and had lunch there.after lunch,walk walk around to pei baby look for her stuff.den she bought a pair of heel which is 2 and a half inch tall and she wear le is half a head taller than me.sigh...after getting all her stuffs we head down to ps to catch the movie "bedtime stories".went to buy the tickets and stil got time.so went to arcade to play awhile.and down to get some snacks before going in for the movies.after movies,went down to tampines to collect the earpiece she bought online.the person is late.we waiter for like hald an hour.after that went for dinner and send baby home.

11th jan 2009

today is sports day with baby.went down her area there to meet her at 1030.then we head down to hougang complex to swim.actually baby wanna go deep pool but she change her mind,and go middle pool.hahah.i was so relieve when she say dun wanna go deep pool.haha.swam for 1hr plus and went to shower.went to hougang mall to have our lunch at kfc and then back to my place.slack for awhile and baby play with salt.she had fun with salt and we had our "fun" too..hahah..around 4 plus went down to kovan to collect the thing baby bought online.den baby went to do her eyebrow.i waited outside and feel so sleepy.hahah.went to have dinner at sakae sushi and then send baby home.

baby,i can get to see u on tues..
soon it wil be our 9th month anniversary,and our love is stil going stronger stronger.
i love you baby.

2009-01-04T21:10:00.002+08:00

today i have lots of fun with baby.
cuz we went swimming...

wake up at 8plus.went to meet baby at her area there around 9.55am.
gave baby the earring i bought for her and she love it.hehe..
cab down to hougang mall to have our breakfast at YA KUN.
after that took bus to hougang swimming complex and have our swimming session.hahah.
baby can swim really well,and she try to teach me how to swim.
swim for like an hour plus,den go shower.
after that cab down to cp and do baby's stuffs.
walk walk around and head back to my place.
slack home for awhile den went to j8 at 4plus.
went to have dinner at wan zai cafe.
after that went cotton on body with baby,
cuz got sales there.
den i bought a bf-sleeping shirt for baby.she look good in it.
and baby like it.
send baby home after that.

baby,i know we both are tired,but i know we have fun spending time with each other.

baby i cant wait to see you on tuesday..

Wayne love Marilyn!!!

2008-12-30T22:14:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 8th MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY!!!

today is our 8th month anniversary.baby,i wanna say sorry,cuz i couldn't give you a good anniversary celebration.i'm sorry.

even though we didnt do much,but the time spend with you today,i did have fun.baby,hope you have fun too..

thanks for the card.i know the words on the cards are the things you wanna let me know.and every word touches my heart.baby,i love you.

the talks we had,the fun we had,brings me closer to you each day.and our love is getting stronger and stronger.

baby,if you are tired,i will let you lie your head on my shoulder and rest.
if you are tired of walking,i will piggy back you.
if you are hungry,i will cook your favourite dishes for you.
if you are cold,i will hug you and give you warm.
if you need to vent out your anger,i will be your punching bag.i will let you bite,hit,pinch and do whatever to make you feel better.
if you need to complaint,i will sit down not saying a thing and hear you complain.
when we start staying together,every night i will help you cover your blanket and give you a goodnight kiss before we sleep.
and every morning i will make breakfast for you.
i will do all the hard chores at home and only leave the simple ones for you.
i promise that i will never argue with you and will always give in to you.
i will always leave the best for you.
when you say yes,i will never say no.

baby there are many more things for us ahead.let me hold on to your hand and walk the path of our future together.i will never leave you behind,cuz i will always walk beside you.

baby,i really love you.and i will always love you...

MR ER LOVE MRS ER FOREVER!!

2008-12-23T22:11:00.002+08:00

today spend one whole day with baby.i just love spending time with her....

baby,i'm sure you know i really love you alot..having you in my life is my greatest happiness.whenever i look you in your eyes,i know you are the one for me.your smile and your laughter brighten up my day.when i look at you sleeping beside me and hugging me,i know we are very xinfu.when you tell me you love me,i know you really mean it.when you tell me never ever leave you,i know how important i am to you.cuz in my heart,you are also very important to me.whenever we hold hand,i never wanna let go.cuz i wanna hold on to your hand for the rest of my life.when we talk about our future,i know it will come true.
baby,there are many things i wanna do with you.i know we wil have the rest of our life to do everything together.baby,i love you.i really do.i will never ever leave you.you wil be the last woman in my life,my only wife....

2008-12-12T10:59:00.002+08:00

baby,today is the third day you are not with me le.no sms,no calls..cuz you are all the way in japan.
i miss you alot.hmmm,after you left for japan,all i did was just go to school and stay home.without you here,i dun feel like going out.but staying home makes me miss you even more.my school holidays are coming,i guess i wil be staying home til you are back.

wayne is missing marilyn badly....

2008-12-05T15:39:00.002+08:00

it's been days i last update my blog.

30th nov 2008

it's our 7th month anniversary.time pass real fast.even though we didn't do anything special,we just stay at my place.it's enough for me le.no matter where we are or what we do,as long as i have baby with me,it's enough le.

1st dec

accompany baby for her interviews.one at tanjiong pagar,the other at orchard.after her interviews,baby went to do nails.and after that i send her home.cuz she got to be home early.

2nd dec

went down to ps and buy a couple ring for baby.after that rush down to somerset to meet baby.when she reach,i gave her the ring.i'm so glad she like it.after that went to get tickets for the movie "wild child".after getting the tickets went to walk walk and get some snacks as time is stil early.went in to watch the movie at 5 and after that went to din tai feng to have our dinner.it's been a while i last bring baby to eat good food le.haha.after that send baby home.

3rd dec

meet up with baby,and acc her for her dental appointment.but...halfway through the journey there,baby realise she got the time wrong.the appointment is at 12 and not 1.so call the persin and it's change to another day.since we are halfway down to queensway,so we go there walk walk lo.went to have lunch at anchorpoint and after that went to ikea to walk walk.send baby home early cuz she's not feeling too good due to her eyes.

4th dec

meet baby at her house there at 12 plus.then we head down to expo,cus there got john little mega slae.baby wanna go there see if she can get any winter clothing not.but end up we only get some snacks.went down to tampaines to catch a movie "bolt".baby have been wanting to watch tat.went to look for baby's winter clothing before the movie and finally she bought 1.went to get some snacks and went in for movie.the movie is cute.hahah.after the movie,went down to ps to meet baby's friends for dinner.have dinner at swensen.hahaha,got discount cuz i got a friend working there.after the dinner i send baby home.

baby will be leaving for japan soon.and she wil be gone for 10 days.i'm gonna miss her alot.

baby,i wil guai guai and wait for you to come back de.
i love you.maucks.

2008-11-26T22:45:00.002+08:00

today meet baby at AMK mrt station.it feels pretty weird not going down to baby's house there to pick her up.for the time being,cannot go to her house area to meet her,cuz her mummy is in sg.if let her see us together,we sure die.hahaha.went to bugis to have our lunch at mos burger.after that,pei baby go do her nails.thanks to her,i got mine done too.but only buff and shine.haha.after that went back to bugis to get some snacks.before getting the snacks,went to PMK to look at the couple tees.then baby bought one pair.the tees look cute.i'm sure when we wear,we wil look cute too.went to arcade,wanted to catch soft toysfor baby de,but i failed.after that went to get the snacks and head down to orchard.went to fareast walk walk,then nth to see so head down to cine to have our dinner.walk pass bossini,and baby bought 3 tees.one for me,one for her,and one for her sis.something unpleasent happen,and make baby quite unhappy.went to have our dinner,then went to taka see if got nice food to buy back for baby's sis and grandma not.after that i send baby home.

gotta wait till sunday then can see baby again.
i miss u lots baby.

baby,you are my little miss sunshine.no one can take you away from me.
and i will be your mr happy.cuz i will make you happy for the rest of your life.

2008-11-20T17:26:00.002+08:00

baby,there are so many things i love about you.

i love the way you look at me.
i love the way you call me baby.
i love the way you tell me you love me.
i love the xinfu look on your face when we talk about our future.
i love the way you hug me from the back.
i love the way you hug me so tight when i send you home.
i love it when you hold my hand tight.i know you are afraid of losing me.
i love the way you smile.
i love the scent from you.
i love to look at the way you sleep.
i love your cuddling when we are lying on bed.
i love going to supermarket with you.cuz it feel like we are living together.
i love the way we hug while we are on train.
i love the way you kiss me.
i love the way you sha jiao to me.
i love the way when you make your lips look like the octopus mouth and want me to kiss you.
i love to hear the voice of yours when you just wake up.
i love to look at you when you are eating.
i love spending time with you,even if we are just staying at my house doing nothing.
baby there are too many things i love about you to list out.
the most important thing i love about you is you being yourself.
baby,i simply love you alot.

2008-11-18T16:51:00.002+08:00

baby,I love you so much i can't believe its real,
my love for you i don't want to conceal.
i don't know if others will understand,
because they don't think this relationship will stand.
but i know that we have a bond that can never be broken.
my love will not be unspoken.
through the good times, the hard times,
you will see my love truly shine, not just sometimes,
but all through the day.
you're beautiful in every way.
you are the one i love.
i will always be there whenever you need me.
if you are tired of walking,i will piggyback you.
if you need something to lean on,my shoulder is always there for you.
if you feel cold,i'm always there to hug you tight and let you feel warm.
if we are at a crowded place,i will hold on to your hand tight,so you wont get lost.
because of you,i know what is happiness and love.
baby,let me spend the rest of my life with you and create beautiful memories together.
i love you now and always..

2008-11-15T20:51:00.002+08:00

today is baby first day of work...

last night i didnt sleep,was at long's house with bear and ben staying overnight.
went home at 5am plus,reach home le jiu go shower and rest awhile before making breakfast for baby.went to take bus to baby's place at 7am plus.reach there at 8,wait for baby to walk down then we headed down to baby's workplace at boat quey.it's her first day of h=work and i promise her that i wil send her to work.reach there at 8 plus reaching 9.sat down and baby eat the sandwich i made for her before she goes to work at 930.walk her to her work place and i went back home.rest for awhile.while on my way home,baby sms me,saying she's lonely at her work place and wants me to take her home.but after awhile i think things goes well for her.went out at 11 plus to go meet baby for lunch.waited for 1 hr plus and finally baby can go for lunch.baby only got 40 mins for lunch,so went to eat macD.after eating,it's just nice for baby to go back to work.went home after that and sleep for 3hrs.

baby,i'm missing you right now.

2008-11-10T21:13:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

today i turn 20.OMG..i'm getting old..

meet baby at 1pm at her place.took a train to somerset.walk walk and went to take neo-prints.baby love taking neo-prints.we wanted to eat something.so went to swensen to have fondue.it's so nice eating it with baby.and i took some video of her.haha.she is simply my cute baby.went to walk walk at taka and look for cake.baby insist on buying me a bday cake.after that went to walk walk at far east.baby bought me a tie.i love it!and she bought herself belts and earrings.oh ya,she bought the perfume she wanted badly.the perfume smell nice.or should i say,my baby smell nice even though she's not wearing perfume?went to shaw house and got my small bday cake there and went up to have our dinner at the ship restuarant.we had oysters and steak for dinner.it's so nice an we ate til so so full.finally it time for the cake.baby only eat abit cuz she's too ful and i got to eat up all the rest.i keep burping after leaving the restuarant,cuz i'm too full.after that send baby home.

baby,today i really enjoy myself alot.it's the best bday i ever had.and it's special too.cuz i have you here to spend it with me.i hope for the rest of my life,you wil be there to celebrate my bday with me,cuz i wil celebrate yours with you.i love you.thanks for everything baby.

2008-11-08T22:35:00.002+08:00

baby,this is for you.

If I say I love you million times
Still it won't be enough
Because I just love you so much
No one can say how much
In my heart you will always be
Forever, Forever
Here or there
Near or far
My love will be
Wherever you are

I'll never leave your hand
You are everything for me
I can never see you sad
Forever I'll be on your side
You are the one
You are my soul
If without you
What is the reason to live in this world

I can touch the sky for you
I'll always be with you
You are my life partner
No one, no one will take your place
In this world until heaven
I'll never break my promises

ever since you have come in my life
You have completely changed my world
That makes me believe
I'll love you till the end
Because it feels so great
When you are around
Happiness which I feel
No one can ever describe

baby,i love you alot.and you know that...

2008-10-31T22:43:00.006+08:00

i shall post something extra today...videos of my baby!!!ahahaha...

isnt my baby cute...
i love her so so much..

2008-10-31T20:49:00.002+08:00

this is pepper..

and this is salt...

baby,i'm so in love with you...

Salt and Pepper are the names of our pet hamsters...

meet baby at her house area before we headed down to queensway for her dental appointment.reach there before 2 and wait til 2 plus then it's baby turn.everything was done before 3pm,and baby's tooth hurt alot..then we decide to go to vivo,so we cab down.walk walk around and went to pets safari to look at pets.the puppies and hamsters are so cute.and guess what,we bought 2 hamsters.cuz baby wanted it so much.after buying,went to sit at the rooftop garden(i think it's called that)and play with the hamsters.while playing,we were thinking of names for them and we decided to call them salt and pepper.went to have dinner at 5 plus.dinner was fun.took some videos of baby while she's eating..hahaha.my baby is so so cute..hahaha..after dinner jiu send her home le,cuz she got church to attend at 8pm.send her til yio chu kang and pei her wait for her dad to come.and i headed for home..

baby,i had fun today.i hope you had fun too.i miss you..salt and pepper will miss you too.

dont know when will i get to see baby again...sigh...

2008-10-30T22:13:00.003+08:00

aint the both of us cute...hahaha

the roses baby bought for me...

HAPPY 6TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY!!

today is the 6th month anniversary for me and my baby.i'm so so happy that we are together for this long le.baby,i love you.

today wake up at 8 plus to prepare the ingredients for the lunch i cooking for baby.then baby come over to my place at 10 plus.make toast for baby,and she like it.hahaha.then i make baby search for the present i prepare for her for our anni..then she found it very fast.hahaha..i'm glad she like it alot..then went to cook lunch at 11 plus.everything was done around 12 plus.suddenly got someone at my doorstep deliever something to me.it's from baby.she bought roses for me.i'm so touched.she's the first one to do that.had our lunch,showered and had some "fun".hahaha.went out at 2 plus to cine.went to watch high school musical 3.it's a not bad show.the songs are nice.some thing not very nice happen in the cinema between baby and i.but things were ok after that.went to eat at hongkong cafe and went to take neo prints.walk walk awhile before i send baby home.

baby,i really had lots of fun today.i love you.cant wait to see you tmr...

2008-10-27T21:18:00.002+08:00

Today is the happiest day of my life.
i propose to baby,and she say yes.
baby,i know i cant give you diamond ring now,but trust me,i wil work hard for our future.

meet up to long,then we headed down to baby's area there to pick her up.went to novena walk walk and had our lunch.after that went back to AMK to sing K.it's was fun,but baby didnt sing much.but it was fun disturbing and playing with her.all of us enjoy ourself.after that baby went to buy some stuffs.long went back himself and i send baby home.

tomorrow meeting baby again.cant wait to see her...

baby,i love you.from the moment i put on that ring for you,i know we will be with each other forever.i will never leave you.

2008-10-23T22:39:00.002+08:00

the dinner that my baby and I prepare...
22th oct

went to pick baby up,then we headed back to my place.her bag is so heavy,cuz she brought some hello kitty stuffs to put in my room and some of her clothes too.now my room had become our room le.haha.went to the NTUC at rivervale mall.we bought some ingredients for our dinner.t feels like we are married couple and i like the feeling.baby,lets do it again soon ok...went home after that.went to take a shower,cuz the weather is damn hot and make us feel so sticky.after the shower,went back to my room.disturb baby while she's sufing the net.hahaha.we had some "fun"...(:..cook dinner at 5pm.i feel so xinfu while looking at baby cook the dinner and helping her with the cooking.she cook spagetti for our dinner.it taste so so nice.i feel so fortune to have her as my gf.we are so so full after the dinner.slack awhile more.left my place at 7 plus,den send baby home.

how i wish baby can dont go home.then we can live together,sleeping and waking up beside her is the most xinfu le.

2008-10-19T21:30:00.002+08:00

meet up with baby today.didnt see her for a day,and i miss her alot.meet her at bugis.went to walk walk around.after awhile,went to get some snacks to eat.went to take neo prints with baby.it's been a long time i nv took neo prints.the pics we took today,wil be in my wallet,so i get to see my baby,whenever i open my wallet.(:
after tat send baby home at 5 plus.cuz she gonna be home for dinner.
i miss spending time with baby.cant wait till wed to see her.

baby,i'm missing you now...

2008-10-16T21:46:00.002+08:00

我很幸福。因为有Baby在我的身边。
Baby,我爱你。

2008-10-14T21:18:00.003+08:00

Finally,i have my baby right by my side le.
after a long wait,we finally et to be with each other physically and emotionally.

13th oct

the first time meeting my baby.meet her at bishan at 10 am.when i first saw her,i just feel close to her.it seems like it's not our first time meeting..hahah..went to delifrance to have breakfast.things just go smoothly for us.after the breakfast,accompany baby to go rebond her hair.sit there for at least 3 hrs.but it's worth it.cuz we seems to get closer.we chat,we joke,and i just enjoy spending time with her.after that went to J8 to walk walk.while crossing the road,i finally bring up my courage to hold her hand.the first time holding her hand,i feel happy.hahaha.wanted to catch a movie there,but the timing is pretty late.so went to amk to see if there are better timing or not.reach amk le,baby is hungry,so went to eat sushi.dinner was great.went to get the tickets for movie.watched the movie,"connected".a pretty nice show.suppose to meet her cousin after the movie,but in the end,her cousin cannot make it.so send baby home after that.planning to walk her to her house there de,but when reach the bus stop,her grandma is there waiting for her.so,i only did manage to pei baby til the bus stop and i headed home.
it was a great day for us.after 5 mths plus,we finally get to go on dates.

14th oct

wake up at 7,went to school.teacher was not there,so in the end do nothing.sms baby,told her i can meet her earlier cuz nothing to do in school.so baby came down to fetch me at 11 and we went down to town to meet her friend(seriously,i dun like that friend of hers).went to eat at cine,cuz baby stil haven eat her breakfast.after that went to walk walk while her friend went to do her stuff.after that me and baby decided to watch movie.so she sms her friend saying we watching movie.went to get tickets for the movie,"house bunny".actually her friend wanna watch with us de,but too bad,no seats le.so me and baby,went to watch while her friend do her own things.it's a nice movie.after that meet up with her friend and went to bugis.had dinner and walk walk.then suddenly,her friend walk off for some stupid reason,it doesnt affect us,so we cont with our things.went back to amk around 6 plus,cuz baby meeting her cousin there.took the stuffs from her cousin and went to buy food for her grandma,and then send baby home.today,did manage to walk baby to her house.

now waiting for baby to go online.
i start to miss her after sending her home.
cant wait till thurs or fri,cuz we gonna meet up.(:

baby,i'm very sure that you are the one i wanna spend my life with.i love spending time with you.i wish i could always have you with me.baby,i love you.

2008-10-12T10:04:00.002+08:00

Baby is coming back today...
finally after a long wait of 5 mths 12 days,she's finally coming back..
she will reach sg around 9 plus.
and tomorrow i wil be meeting her.
OMG!!
i'm excited yet nervous..
hahaha..
no more countdown,no more waiting.
from tomorrow onwards,i wil have her by my side.
baby,i cant wait to see you...
i love you..

2008-10-04T22:24:00.005+08:00

a big lizard

a big spider

some abandon place near sungei buloh
i wonder is there any ghost in it?
haha

see the white spot?
those are birds.

this is a cute little creature
it stays till i took finish a pic of it.

another big spider
the web is huge..

this sign is everywhere.
but i dun see any croco.

those are the pics taken in suugei buloh.
i walk till my legs are damn tired.

baby,we are left with 8 more days.
i miss u alot.

2008-10-03T20:26:00.003+08:00

baby,this is for you.i wrote it myself.hope you can understand.

爱着你到老

看见你，我的脸就红。
想到你，我就会傻笑。
和你在一起很开心。
想要每天陪着你。
我知道有时我很老套，
对爱情和浪漫一窍不通。
但我想对你说，我爱你是真的。
请不要怀疑。
我想照顾你，直到我老去。
每天听你唠叨都不嫌烦。
因为我就是爱你。
有句话想对你说，
Baby,到我老了，满脸皱纹，牙齿掉光，
我还是会依然的爱着你。

9 more days left....
i cant wait to see you baby.
wayne love marilyn always.

2008-09-30T20:16:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 5TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY!

Baby,i love you.
i love you more and more each day.
baby,we are left with 12 more days.
i cant wait to see you,
hold you hands and hug you.
we will have more anniversary coming up for us.
I LOVE YOU!

baby,the lyrics below is for you.

BELIEF-S.H.E

我知道的每阵风吹著吹著就停息
也知道每朵云飘著飘著就散去
but i believe (i believe)
but i believe (but i believe)
因为我们我们有爱情
我相信我和你一定会有结局
任时光再侵袭拥抱一样坚定
这世界有太多会消逝的美丽
但你是你 so i believe

但你是你所以我相信 so i believe

就像是每条河总会流到海里去
你知道我的心也只愿意奔向你
我说爱你(我说爱你)
就是爱你(就是爱你)
这是真理永远别怀疑

真心会给人力气
穿越过所有的距离
带领我们走进永远里

2008-09-23T23:41:00.002+08:00

有时候，几个甜蜜的字或甜蜜一句话，
就已足够让我让我开心一整天。
一个简单的曾诺，
就已足够让我安心，让我感到被你爱着是幸福的。

还有19天。。。
我正在想着你。。。

2008-09-21T17:19:00.003+08:00

我心中一直以来都有一种恐惧。一种害怕失去幸福的恐惧。我现在很幸福。我很怕那一天我醒来，睁开眼睛，原本属于我的幸福会瞬间消失。

Baby,
我越爱你，我越害怕失去你。我已经不能想像没有你在我生命中的日子了。
我真的很爱你。我会用尽我所有的力量，去给你幸福，给你快乐。
应为没有了你，我的生命将会失去所有的意义。

we are left with 21 more days.
soon we will get to see each other.
baby,i miss you alot.

2008-09-14T20:07:00.003+08:00

今天是中秋节，
所谓花好月圆，人团圆。
我要等到下一个中秋才有baby陪我过。
我相信等待是值得的。
因为短暂的等待，能换来一生的幸福。

baby,你是我一生的幸福。
让我每年都陪你过中秋。
让我和你一起慢慢的变老。

this is for you.

我能想到最浪漫的事，
就是和你一起慢慢变老。
一路上收藏点点滴滴的欢笑，
留到以后坐着摇椅慢慢聊。
我能想到最浪漫的事，
就是和你一起慢慢变老。
直到我们老的哪儿也去不了，
我还依然把你当成手心里的宝。

28 more days to go....
i love you baby.

2008-09-13T20:31:00.002+08:00

4 months and 14 days.
still loving as ever.
i'm sure we will still be loving 50 years down the road.

haven been really spending time with my baby.
due to the internet connection.
baby,i wil make it up to you when you are back ok.

finally baby got my early birthday present for her.
cuz her grandma is at perth already.
i hope she really like the necklace.

have been missing baby alot.
cuz we cant sms much,as she got to save credit till she's back.
sigh.
baby,do you miss me as much as i miss you?

baby,we got 29 more days to go.
less than a month you wil be back.
i cant wait to see you and give you a real hug.
baby,i love you.

2008-09-08T19:54:00.001+08:00

baby,this is for u.

alicia keys-never felt this way


There will never come a day,
You will never hear me say,
That I want or need to be without you.

I wanna give my all.

Baby just hold me,
Simply control me,
Because your arms, they keep away the lonelys.

When I look into your eyes,
Then I realize,
All I need is you in my life,
All I need is you in my life.

Cause I never felt this way about lovin',
No,
Never felt so good baby,
Never felt this way about love,
and it feels so good.







we are left with 34 more days to go.
i cant wait to see you baby.
i'm so so in love with you.

2008-09-05T14:19:00.002+08:00

aint my baby sweet.she use strawberries to form
a heart for me.i simply love her alot.
i bought this couple necklaces for my baby
bday.i'm wearing mine now.and hers is on
the way to her.

baby,i never love someone like how i love you.
it seems like you have already stolen my heart.
the very first day we know each other.
baby,let me shelter you from harm,
shower you with love and care.
let me dote and pamper you.
let me love you til the day i die.

baby,i will work hard for our future,
and make you the happiest woman in the world.

we have waited for 4 months plus.
in just 1 month and 1 week,
you wil be back.
and we wil be able to see each other.
i cant wait for the day to come.

baby,i love you alot.
you know tat.
you wil be my last woman in my life.

37 more days to go....

2008-08-30T20:05:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 4TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY!!

today is our 4th month anniversary.
baby,i'm so so happy that we are together for this long.
i'm glad that i have you in my life.
baby,i love you so so much.
if my life is a puzzle,
baby,you are the last piece.
cuz you make my life complete.

in 43 days time,you will be back.
i cant wait to see you baby.
i miss you alot.

2008-08-22T18:55:00.002+08:00

we were stranger once.
we live in different part of the world.
chances for us to meet is way too little.
but,fate brought us together.
we might not be able to feel each other now.
but soon the day wil come.
when the day come,
i wil hold your hands,
and let you know how glad i am to have you in my life.
all your habits,
i can live with it.
just because I LOVE YOU!
in this world,
the only person that can make me really happy is you.
baby,let us be together forever.
and let me love you for the rest of our life.

baby,51 more days to go.
i'm panic-ing right now.
baby,i miss you alot.
I LOVE YOU!

2008-08-18T21:36:00.002+08:00

baby,
i didn't believe miracles could happen.
until i found you.
you are my fairytale.
a dream when I'm not sleeping.
A wish upon a star that's coming true.
you are my everything.
my happiness,my soul mate,
my present and my future.
let's create a future,
a future for us.
i can't wait til the day,
i have you sleeping beside me,
and me waking up beside you.
the more i look at you,
the more i love you.
i think i'm deeply in love with you.




baby,just 55 more days.
i'm counting down the days.
baby,i miss you so so much.
i love you.muacks.

2008-08-14T22:06:00.003+08:00

遇上你，是我这一辈子最开心的事。
和你在一起的日子是开心的。
你为我黑白的世界填上了许多色彩。
因为你的出现，我的世界不再孤单。
是你让我知道爱与被爱的滋味。
是你让我知道什么是幸福。
我无法想象没有你的日子。
认识你之前我遇上了许多不对的人。
经过了这么多，终于让我遇上了你。
你是我一直在等待的人。
我这辈子不会让你从我身边溜走。

我愿意放弃全世界，只求于你长相厮守。
我愿意用我一生的时间，爱你，疼你，照顾你，给你幸福。

我爱你。
就算到了七老八十，我还是会对你说，我爱你。

baby,62 more days,and you wil be back.
i cant wait to see you.
i love you baby.

2008-08-08T13:59:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 100th DAYS ANNIVERSARY BABY!!

8 of august 2008

baby,i'm so glad tat we have make it this far.
i'm sure we wil have more days together.
i love you baby and i always do.

in just 68 more day,you wil be back.
i cant wait to see you.
i miss you every second of my life.

baby,i'm just so in love with you.

2008-08-06T21:11:00.004+08:00

today,suppose to go to school.
but in the end over slept.
baby call at 11 then i wake up.
chat awhile then went online to video call with her.
i simply love video calling with my baby.
we had fun.haha.
and i simply love my baby.
online til 3 plus,jiu offline le.
cuz baby need to go shower.
then i go get change to meet long and bear for dinner.
meet up with long first.
went to help my mum buy 4d first.
went to hougang gree to buy cuz lesser ppl.
then after tat bear come and meet us.

go to hougang ave8 to eat.
walk walk awhile and went to mac and slack.
after tat,went off,cuz it's too stuffy there.
so we went to the block near bear house there to slack and chit chat.
well,the three of us can joke alot when we are together.
after that went to fittness corner to play.
we did some stupid stuff.
and i video it down.
when we are playing and joking,
we miss the time when we are in sec school.
haha.had lots of fun.
8 plus went home.
now online,and messaging my baby.

baby,i'm missing you every single second and minute of my life.
i love you with all my heart.
i promise i wil never leave you.
promise me,you will never leave me too ok.
muackx.

below are the videos i took just now of what bear and long did.